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Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 9:49 PM
that face is tearing holes in me again Heart sinking. Just when I thought results and everything are gonna block it out, I was wrong. I tried so hard to struggle through and pretend it's okay. I did foresee that I'll not do VERY well but neither did I expect that it will turn out this shitty. Have been wondering for 1 hour but couldn't come to a conclusion. But I'm very sure that I gave my best. Time and time I tried, and time again, I failed, for 10 times. I'd love to call someone up and share the joy and also at the same time tell them how shitty I'm feeling within now but everyone is so fucked up tonight. Fuck even the bloody website is screwing me. So where do I go now? P/S: I'm talking about alot of things. Tonight is just one of the shittiest nights. I've once again gone and fucked things up like I always do. I'll be okay. Tomorrow's going to be a sunny day. |